Dakina Stories 103

         He left me for her. I knew he would, but the shit still hurts. It all started April 17 2013, me & Joseph had a huge argument because of my suspicion, in the middle of our argument he said "damn it babe how many times do I have to show you I am not lying, I'm faithful to you & only you Aliy, Kiyanna". I smacked the shit out of him because he almost said Aliya the bitch I suspected he was seeing, after I smacked him his face got really red (he is light skin) & all he said was "man I'm out of here" I replied "bye I know your going to see her don't bother coming back". The door slammed behind him & my heart dropped, I couldn't show him any more emotion or tears though because I did not want this nigga pity. 5 months go by, we haven't spoke, Aliya text me & says "Hi Kiyanna it's Aliya, Joe needs his clothes so is it okay if he comes by & pick them up?" these past 5 months I went from sad to depressed to angry & now bitter, a part of me wanted to tell this bitch suck a fat one but another part of me wanted to see him. I know he did me dirty leaving me for this dark skin slim thick dusty bitch but I needed to see him, I don't know why I cannot explain it, so I reply "Hey Aliya how you doing, you both can come pick up his clothes they are all folded & in his suitcases" she text back "okay we will be there in 15 minutes". I went to the bathroom, freshened up, got dressed & put my hair in a bun. I wasn't trying to impress nobody but I ain't need this nigga feeling like I been here depressed for these past 5 months while he was over there with this hoe even though that is exactly what I was doing. 15 minutes go pass, they knock on the door, he says wassup Kiy, I say hi, Aliya says hey boo & I say hey, while Joseph was in the room getting his suitcases this bitch ask if I was coming to there baby shower, I don't know if it was a reflex or if I lost control over my body but I punched this hoe right in her face, Joseph says "yo chill what the fuck is wrong with you she's pregnant" I replied "exactly it has been 5 months you ain't text me, call me nothing but the bitch you told me you wasn't lying about is pregnant with yo baby" he got quiet, Aliya swings back & caught me right in the mouth, I don't know why Joe ain't warn this hoe so we start fighting, as much as I wanted to be spiteful this baby ain't have nothing to do with this drama so I made sure not to hit her stomach but her face got fucked up (maybe 5 months of anger got the best of me), Joe breaks up the fight, my lip is busted, she has a black eye & a bloody nose, they leave but I needed him to feel the pain I was feeling. If your wondering why I beat up the girl, y'all don't understand the bitch knew about me & still chose to sleep with my man, no she did not owe me any loyalty but bitch where is your morals. My hand is fucked up I think I may have broken it on this bitch face but I will say, she can hold her own, but now that she caught this fade I needed him to catch it as well, maybe then I'll feel better & maybe then I can finally heal from the pain he has caused me through out our 7 year relationship. I go outside & pull up to Aliya's block, now I'm ready to fight, I see Joseph  with his home boys, he must have been telling them about the situation, I got on some sweat pants & a tank top, a hair tie & some old sneakers. I walk up & say "yo wassup" Joseph says "Kiyanna enough is enough you bea". Before he finished his sentence I punched him in his face, I ask him "what's the word let me know what you want to do". His face gets real red again but he doesn't hit me back, he has never been the type of man to put his hands on me no matter how mad I made him, he just turns around & kind of restrained me from hitting him again, I keep trying to free myself from his grip but he is strong as hell, he says "Kiyanna stop, this is the second time you have hit me, I love you too much to put my hands on you but you got to stop baby". Tears just roll down my eyes, he released his grip, I say "do you know how embarrassing it is to have you walk away from me & go to the bitch you said you would never leave me for" he replied "I'm sorry Kiyanna I am but we are to toxic for each other" I can't hold back the tears at this point I think he notices how hurt I am because he says "Kiyanna I'm sorry okay, go home & relax I'll be in touch with you soon" I catch a cab, go back home & broke down. 9 months go past, me & Joseph have been texting back an forth every here & there, Aliya had the baby they named him Chris, around this time he was already 3 months, he is a beautiful baby I can't lie but seeing him in Joseph hands aggravated me but I stopped lashing out & started meditating, I even took myself to therapy to get some counseling. One day after therapy me & my friends Mary & Tasty meet up, we have been the 3 musketeers ever since junior high, we go back to my place to smoke some weed & catch up with one another, Mary asked me "how come you didn't tell us what was going on?" I reply "girl I love y'all but do y'all know how embarrassing that whole situation was, I was a wreck, I know y'all would have been there for me but". I got interrupted by the door bell I look & it's Aliya, her twin sisters Kiwi & Titi and 2 other bitches I ain't know, they all have fighting gear on so I get Mary & Tasty like yo me & shorty about to have round 2, they get up & we go outside. Aliya says "you like popping on pregnant people right" I said sorry but she wasn't trying to hear it, she punched me in my face, it's on now we start fighting & this time she's not pregnant so I can really break sis the fuck up, I forgot she was with 4 other bitches because  I get her on the floor & start breaking her up, her sister Kiwi kicks me in the back so Mary popped on her & Tasty was already fighting Titi so the other bitches jumped in me & Aliya's fight. While they was jumping me I started to chock Aliya & they start hitting me harder but it was not phasing me one bit, neighbors started coming out their house to break us up, by this time Aliya face was purple but she was still conscious, she gets up & now her friends & sisters are really mad but I just said "y'all wanted to jump me right", they take her home, Joseph text me "yo what the fuck we was doing good" I reply "she showed up at my door step with her little squad so she got beat up even though her friends was jumping me" he replies "Kiy you know you could have stayed in the house, now you got Mary & Tasty involved" I don't reply because after 7 years this man should know me. I look in the mirror I got a scratch on my eye but that's ok because I broke that bitch nose again & almost killed her, not that I'm happy about the situation but she brought this upon herself. I talk to my landlord the next day & she says "who knew yo little ass had hands" I say "just because I'm pretty, dark skin with nice hair don't mean I can't throw down" she laughs and says "alright all jokes aside I have to give you a safety transfer because these girls know where you live" I did not want to move but I did not have a choice, Ms. Yvette can lose her job & I love her, she is the realist person out here. I moved & changed my number so I can proceed to move on with my life, all the drama was behind me for now & my girls were alright.

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